Monday, May 01, 2006

Is it wrong to post my thoughts on the internet?
Is it wrong if I sometimes think about telling her I need a few days to myself and just disappearing for a while?
Is it wrong for me to want to (and try to) give someone everything they want - no matter the expense?
Is it wrong if sometimes I think about cancelling WoW just to see if she would leave me over it?
Is it wrong for me to have her on my mind every waking minute - sometimes even when I'm asleep?
Is it wrong if I sometimes wonder if she really wants to marry me or if she just really wants a wedding?
Is it wrong for me to want to have sex with her at least once or twice a week?
Is it wrong for me to expect that she would want to?
Is it wrong for me to wonder why she used to and now she doesn't?
Is it wrong for me to want to be with her even if she never wants sex again?
Is it wrong for me to be jealous of guys she spends more time talking/chatting with than me?
Is it wrong for me to feel like I'm a stupid little bitch that needs to quit whining and be thankful for what I have but at the same time feel like I'm just a total tool being used for free meals and a WoW account?
Is it wrong that I am scared to bring up any of this to her for fear of starting an argument and having her walk out on me?
Is it wrong if I feel loved and unwanted by the same person at the same time?
Is it wrong that I blame myself for everything - or is everything simply my fault?
Is it wrong for me to feel like I'm being tested and failing miserably?
Is it wrong if I drive down the road at night and contemplate wrapping my car around a tree at 80mph?
Is it wrong to post my thoughts on the internet?

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