I just wanted to say that I honestly did not mean most of the things I said in that last post. I won't make excuses. It was a bad decision on my part. Things lately have been much much better and I'm a lot more optimistic about the future. Also, I would like to especially apologize to Melissa for what I said. I would do anything to be able to take back all of it. I know these have been trying times for us and I've only made it worse. I hope that you can once again find it in your heart to forgive me.

Just keep in mind... I'm cute, I have pretty eyes, I'm good in bed, and I make a mean grilled cheese sandwich =) <3 I love you and I always will.