So... is it all over, or is this a new beginning? tough call, but it's definitely good news. Friday night Melissa finally said she would take me back. I'm still kind of in shock to be perfectly honest. I mean how many times in your life do you know exactly what you want and then have it given to you? I'm so fuckin' lucky. Everything is right again. She even said she would stop hanging out with Sam and Andy, but I told her she didn't have to. For one thing, I trust her. I know when she says I'm her boyfriend and that she's my girlfriend then that's all there is to it. Secondly, I wouldn't want her to dictate who my friends can and can't be so I won't do that to her.

Right now I'm taking things one day at a time and trying to let it all soak in. I know that eventually we both have to prepare for spending the rest of our lives together. For me, that means I'm going to have to sacrifice some things. I'll have to get a cheaper car, I'll need a better paying job, I'll have to move out of the parents' house, and most importantly take charge of my finances. Don't even get me started on the wedding. It's a lot to think about and it really is overwhelming so like with most things in my life I'll probably procrastinate as long as I can. Melissa is telling her friends we'll be married within the next two years, so I guess I'll tell you all the same.

What more can I say? She's the one. We were meant to be together. Everyone's been telling me and now I know it in my heart to be true. I couldn't be happier... and that's partly because I know she feels the same.