I'm really tired.

tired of holding on.
tired of letting go.
tired of waking up.
tired of going to sleep.
tired of explaining.
tired of justifying.
tired of compromising.
tired of sacrificing.
tired of waiting.
tired of paying.
tired of listening.
tired of confessing.
tired of professing.
tired of staying.
tired of leaving.
tired of sympathizing.
tired of guessing.
tired of standing.
tired of sitting.
tired of living.
tired of dying.
tired of being alone.
tired of being unhappy.
tired of being wrong.
tired of being judged.
tired of being lied to.
tired of being ignorant.
tired of being last.
tired of being lost.
tired of being broke.
tired of being confused.
tired of being rational.
tired of being irrational.
tired of being nice.
tired of being sober.
tired of being sane.
tired of being logical.
tired of being predictable.
tired of being run over.
tired of being blind.
tired of being blamed.
tired of being invisible.
tired of being here.
tired of being there.
tired of being emotional.
tired of being sensitive.
tired of being under-appreciated.
tired of being under-paid.
tired of being over-critical.
tired of being over-due.
tired of being selfish
tired of being strung along.
tired of being carried.
tired of being nothing.
tired of being no one.
tired of being something.
tired of being me.

maybe it's time to rest.