Well, nothing much new happening... lol... that's a lie. I met another girl from the internet Alabama live chat to be precise. She lives in Mobile, her name is Megan. (her online name is XninjaXgirlX ) Anyway, I don't want to get caught up in details other than to say she came back to my place, and we got involved in a game of chat room truth or dare with some of the other peeps from Mobile in AL chat and she was dared to "give me a big passionate kiss" ... and she did. She's a nice girl, albeit not particularly attractive, and I'm not at all interested in her in a romantic sort of way but she's cool. Someone to have as a friend at least. Friends = good. hehehe. I'd also like to respond to something someone had to say in the guest book recently regarding my last journal entry. The reason I said what I said is because although in a perfect world, it IS what is on the inside that counts, and the exterior means nothing... yet no matter how much we would LIKE things to be that way, and no matter how much we are told that things ARE that way, and no matter how much we truly believe things ARE that way, they're NOT. I'm simply not an attractive person. I'm NOT saying this because I woke up one day, looked in the mirror, and thought, "HOLY SHIT! LOOK AT THAT UGLY BASTARD!"... Personally, when I look in the mirror, I think I don't look half bad. (of course I'm usually looking at my face, and not my gut or my ass) The reason I say I'm unattractive is because women don't give me the time of day. That's not because I'm an asshole. I'm really a nice guy. It's not a social status thing... I have (some) money. It's not because I'm a boring person. Even I have to admit, ever so arrogantly, that I consider myself to be a very interesting person. So, decidedly, It has to have to do with a first impression based on looks. So why is it everyone insists I lie to myself? would that make you feel better? It certainly wouldn't change the way things are. I am who I am, and though I don't like concentrating on my downfalls, I think it takes a strong person to, at the very least, not deny that they exist. Am I completely satisfied with every aspect of myself? No... Are you? Is there not some area where you seem to be lacking? Some area you could use improvement? I think we all feel that way about something. As for me having a lot to offer a girl... I certainly believe I do... and I want to be able to offer all of my love, time, trust, compassion, respect, affection, etc. I want nothing more than that in the world... beyond riches, fame, or fortune. I just want to share my love, and be loved in return. And anyone who has that and doesn't appreciate it is a fool... and they don't deserve it. Ok, I'm getting teary-eyed, so I'm gonna go. L8r everybody.