It seems my colleague Ross was slightly miffed by my last journal entry. I certainly did not mean it as a personal attack by any means, but I was moreover fascinated by his reaction. You can read it in the guestbook. Quite a flame for a man who has been taught to turn the other cheek. As for my confidence in him as a co-worker, I believe he is very capable of doing his job. I honestly can't say for a fact that he would be less capable of working the night shift, but I do know that even he would have to admit that he has less experience on the night shift by himself than I do. I can say nothing as to his seniority, for he should be proud of what little bit he has. Is there any other way for me to see it? Thanks to Ross and his seniority, I will still be up this time tomorrow night... and he's the one who's upset... Awwww.... Poor Ross, please by all means, please accept this, my sincerest apology. That's about all I have time for this evening folks, I need to get ready for work. G'Night!

Somebody kill me. I have not made a journal entry in THREE MONTHS! WHOOH! That's a long friggin time. And it's not because nothing's been happening. It's because I'm busy as hell! Actually, I'm supposed to be writing a speech even as I type. COLLEGE IS A BEEEOOTCH. NUFF SAID!! I'm fully trained at work. I have to say, the night shift is a little more busy than the day shift ever thought about being... so I don't get a lot of studying done. The second shift where there is hardly any work to be done was given to Ross because he was hired on like 3 seconds before I was but does he go to school? NO!!! So I get the shift where I end up staying up from Sunday evening straight through Monday night. It's a killer, but ...and this is nothing against Ross, but I don't think he's as capable of working night shift as I am. I mean, I did have previous experience with computers. Anyway, he's going off to Bible college or some crap in November.. so that means JOB OPENING!! So everyone keep a close watch, and u too could get a job sitting on your ass. Meanwhile I damn well better get that second shift. If I don't they're gonna get one pissed fat guy. And that ain't pretty. Off the subject, I guess it's time for the buzzword.... SUSAN!!! Yeah... I'm still hung up on her. Her b/f broke it off with her. I told you he didn't know how lucky he was... that damn jerk. So I kinda told Susan how I felt... I know you're thinking, YOU DID WHAT!?! Yeah I did... sort of, I told her I wanted to know where I stand since they broke up, and she says she doesn't want to go out with anybody right now, but she does need friends and anything is possible. That response wasn't particularly subjectively satisfying, but It'll have to do. Yeah, I got a maybe. It could have been worse, it could have been a NO! or even a HELL NO! I've been writing her e-mails since I never see her online, and I don't know when she's awake.. she's kinda a night owl... and I've been trying to express how special I think she is. I don't know if she understands exactly how I feel. I feel so strong about her that I feel like any day now, I'm gonna open up my closet and find a shrine with her picture, a lock of her hair and 50 burning candles. So how's college life? It sucks. I'm destined to fail. And it blows cause I'm doing good in my core course. I'm seriously thinking about saying fuck it and going to Southeast. In the field of Computers and Information technology, anyone will tell you that with the great demand, all you need is a degree from a technical school. Southeast has got a new program where you can get a bachelor's degree is 3 years instead of four, and I wouldn't even have to take those BS classes. My Mom insists that I stay at USA and get tutors and do whatever it takes to stay there, but it jsut isn't working out. So that's the reader's digest version of the past three months of my life. Nothing to great, nothing too bad, same old story. And if you don't like that story, well look at your life! You take enjoyment in reading about my dull ass. How lame is that! Just kidding, you know you're cool. I'll try to keep the updates coming, but you never know, it might be another three months before I get another one done, and yes I do intend to finish the ideas page. *as Scottie* I just can't do it captain!! I doon't have the tiiime....L8r.