Okay, I haven't written anything here in like two weeks but I haven't really had time. It's not like anyone's reading it anyway so I guess it doesn't matter. I've still got my job... and it still sucks, but I don't think I'll be up and quitting any time soon. I'm just about guaranteed a job at Win Dixie April 10th... just because I'll be 18 the 9th so... everyone, I'll be waiting for the presents and money and everything Anyway, back to not quitting, I think I can put up with chicken grease and nasty trash receptacles until I go to work at WD. Btw, I got my first paycheck about a week ago and I'll have to say my job sucks a lot less when I think about the money I'm making. It's a hell of a lot better than my previous school time allowance of 20 bucks a week which covered my school lunches and gas. Even though I did get like 130 bucks and some change for a week of work, my first full paycheck won't be until April 5th. And that, my friend, is going to kick ass. Oh, and I saw susan the other day, just to get my George Carlin CD... and her b/f was there... so I made a quick exit. That guy just doesn't like me. I don't really know why but he does. Also, this dumb ass guy, Rodney, from school who knows Susan and also works at hardee's told me the other day that she wanted me to call her. Why should I? She's got my number, my e-mail, my s/n on AIM... besides I think her b/f is still in town, and I don't want to risk him answering or something. Not to mention I find it hard to picture me and her going out to do anything with him in town. I mean he already doesn't like me, why should I make things any worse? Anyway, before I forget, I just wanted to give shout out to my best buddy Eric whose birthday is tomorrow and whose present I have yet to buy... but I will! I promise! He's gonna be 20... no longer a teen... boy is his life sucking now.... lol... As for the rest.... L8r!

Man, my job really fucking sucks. I've finished my first week.... major problems... well other than just plain hating working in fast food... not being able to understand my african american co-workers is a difficulty I could do without. It turns out that now that I have a job, I'm looking for one more than I ever did before. I turned in my resume to my ISP... they're hiring for their entry level positions and I would really love to get a job somewhere in the computer field. I also applied at autozone and that looks pretty promising. It's not quite what I'm looking for, but it's better than fast food. Anyway, I can't wait to tell the people at Hardee's to take that job and shove it. I'm tempted to do so with or without another job lined up.... but if quit before I have something else to fall back on my parents are gonna bitch me out for being a quiter... I'd really like to see them work fast food. That place turns into an old-folks home early in the morning and those old farts get pissed when they have to wait on something. Could someone please explain why people come inside to get stuff 'to go'??? That's what the fucking drive thru is for! If the drive thru is backed up, what makes them think it's any better inside? Really. It's either busy or it isn't. USE THE DRIVE THRU! Don't get in my line! I'm tempted to go nuts on someone and tell them what Eric's nephew likes to say... 'Pooh bear's in my stomach and the awful bunny is controlling him!' ...just to see the look on their face. It makes me wonder how a little kid could make up something that crazy. He's got issues. Anyway, I've got to work in the morning, so I better be working on my three S's... shit, shower, and shave... in that order... :) L8r on ppl....

Okay, I admit it's been a while since my last journal entry, so sue me people. Actually, I am being sued. I'm being sued by the bitch that hit me in my first wreck. Anyway, it's a good thing I have insurance. Get this: They offered her six grand and she turned them down! She wants eight! lol. And if she loses her case in court, she probably won't get a dime. On top of that, she would have to prove that the accident was 100% without a doubt completely my fault. I'll take a majority of the fault, but the intersection has a extensive history of bad accidents because of the bad view of the traffic where I was coming from. My brother even knew a guy who died at that same intersection. Anyway, I've finally got a job at Hardee's! It's going to take me a while to get all the things I need because of the health department place and my school being closed for president's day and mardi gras. I hope dawn my manager isn't going to be too mad I can't get all my stuff right away. By far ,though, the worst thing is... they made me cut my hair!! AHHHH!!! It's not too bad though... but I'm pretty sure no one at graduation will recognize me since I got the contacts and cut off my shag. I actually look like a different person. I think if I lost weight and changed my name I could convince myself that I'm a new person. It's weird.. I feel like a Jenny Jones makeover. Anyway, now I have to figure our wtf I'm going to do with all these pony tail holders... lol. Did I mention Susan liked my long hair... but I figure what the hell difference does it make... it's not like I was getting any. Oh well, that just about covers the latest in the life of the greatest.