Well, I just got home from school where I saw Susan. It was really a typical other than this one thing she said that was more than relevant and I thought it needed to be put on here. Now, I know how she would react to that last journal entry... She said that she hates it when guys tell her they have a crush on her over and over again because she has a boyfriend and is going to get married. She doesn't care what guys THINK about her, she just doesn't want to HEAR it. Yep, those were her words. The only thing I can do is tell her that I don't want see her anymore, that is, I don't want to hang out or anything. How can you hang around with someone who tells you to ignore your feelings. Honestly, I don't understand it. What I wouldn't give to have someone feel that way about me, and she treats it like a general annoyance... and I don't want to be an annoyance. I can't just keep stuff like that all bottled up inside when we get along so great. Therefore, the only solution I can see is to not be around her anymore, and if I am the one to have to make that decision... well, then so be it.