Ok, believe it or not, the first time I try to make a point about something it backfires. Susan did call me back, albeit a few hours later. We talked for about two hours last night... and, well, I think I got a few things cleared up. I've decided that we're still going to be friends because I believe she actually cares about me. It's weird, I know... because well, I always thought it was one sided I guess. I swear I would do anything for her... do I sound obsessed? Yeah, I guess so, but what else do I have to think about... nothing. Maybe I need to rename my journal 'memoirs of the nut cake.' Yeah. that's it, I'm a total Whack-Job. Yeah, and in my high school yearbook I'll be voted 'most likely to be a stalker.' Maybe I'm being hard on myself, but maybe I'm not, maybe I really do have some kind of psychological problem. (ok, that's it, keeping a journal is definitely not healthy.)