Hmmm... what do I have to talk about today. Someone finally saw my page yesterday. Atleast he's the first person I know of to have seen it. Josh McLendon saw my page... basically I know him from being a technology assistant in High School my Junior year. I have my homepage up on my profile on AIM and for some reason he read it and found his way here. So, basically, he's the only one who knows how I really feel about Susan. I chatted with him for a while yesterday and he asked me something I guess I didn't make very clear on here. He asked me..and this is a direct quote... 'Don't think I'm being harsh or anything but, do you just want to screw her or do you really like her for who and what she is?' So I'll go ahead and tell anyone else who might be reading this that sex isn't all I'm interested in. If that were all it was, I wouldn't be so fucking obsessed wit her. I really really like her for who she is, and it wouldn't matter if she never wanted to have sex with me... but that would be nice :)... he also gave me a piece of advice that he received from a teacher at school when he was having problems with his girlfriend. He said, 'I think this is dumb but Mrs. Dreaper told me to put my self in the shoes of Jack in the movie titanic when he liked rose but she was engaged to cal. Like i said its stupid advice' ... Well maybe that is stupid advice (especially since I wouldn't want to put myself into the shoes of someone who you know dies at the end of the movie) but it does give everything a different perspective. Anyway... I get tired of talking about Susan (not really, but there are other things in my life)... so I guess I should tell you that I went out to put in Job applications today. I got applications for Delchamps, Winn-Dixie, and K-Mart. I've got to take them back tomorrow, and then just wait for a call. If none of that pans out, I guess I'll have no other choice than to resort to FAST FOOD! AHHHH!!! That's a living hell I don't want to experience.... but I may have no other choice. Wish me luck.